went to watch Superman Returns together with dear & the 2 guys. he was supposed to spend today with me alone but goddamned it... sigh. forget it.
hmm maybe this is the way things should be and i should learn to accept the way things are. since i can't force him to make a decision, and i don't wanna see him being sandwiched in between. maybe this is what i should do:- to accept the way things are
afterall, a relationship is all about give & take & trust.
i feels so happy & so loved whenever i have only the both of us together. but everytime there will be some dickheads who are out to ruin my day but fuck, who cares?
anyway, dear tidied my bed for me this afternoon. LOL alrights, i should be off to bed soon!